11/24/2014 11:55am

Finally done I'm so exasperated, staying up till 1 probably wasn't in my best interests even if it was for homework. Ok so have you ever been compared to your sister or brother? How they might be perfect and you not so much? We'll this happens to me all the time.

My mom thinks that since I'm her daughter and I have her jeans in me that I should be perfect, the best at everything, and super smart. We'll lets just say nobody's perfect, I can barely even do volleyball, and let's just say I Einstein had a retarded daughter that was dropped on their head, we'll that would explain me perfectly. But i don't know why, I should be used to it but today when my mom did this i started tearing up.

I just wish my mom would realize I'm my own person to make mistakes and betters by myself. I learn better in the field not in a classroom listening  to lectures.

                                       You laugh at me because I'm weird? I laugh at you because you're normal.

11/23/14 3:55pm

grrrrrr.... i have leaves in my socks and in my hair. i found a slug, A SLUG in between my toes. but i do have to say it was so much fun, jumping in piles of leaves. I racked with my two besties Jena and Anja. but aftdr all this FUN we went inside and shortly after it started to rain. then the outside was out of the question, So the law of homework started pressuring down on me. MAN I HATE HOMEWORK!!!!!!! I can't take it my friends are having a conversation about something 1. i don't care about 2. i have no understanding of- which is football.

Yeah mostly what i do is complain even though i have a farely good life.

                                                   I'M LOVING FALL OUT BOY

11/23.2014 11:05am

Gosh hanging with my favorite people, manly not my family. just had waffles but now it's all that homework. School, a hateful thing, especially with this projects and unorganized teachers who don't work with each other and end up making 4 different big projects due at the same time. 

I feel so not helpful

but even when we tell them this, they say they are going to change it. but they never do. It's to often that adults don't go through with there word. 

Just wondering...

okay, so I'm still new to blogger so if ya'll could comment and give me some tips, like i want to add different sections to my blogs like: quotes, daily stuff, picture, etc. and i was also wondering how it is that i get 23 views in an hour and a half at 3 in the morning? like seriously.

11/23/2014 3:09am

Today i came to the sad realization that my life is a path that has such pretty scenery on the sides but i can't stop and look nor can i divert my path. It is laid out before me with no turns or split. i choose nothing. my life is controlled by someone higher and it is impossible to disobey. 

Another thing is Today in particular I've bee thinking a lot about "God." I feel most definitely that he exists but the way people judge other people through that is astonishing. i can't take it when people say i should choose which highschool i go to based on religion. Not like i have a choice though, my path is laid out before me by my perfect sister. I need to be as good as her, i need to excel, i need to be successful... i'm sure you know the feeling. But it's my own future i should be able to decide is and make mistakes and learn from them.

By these are just my own voice, I'm sure no owns going to pay attention to because I'm just a 13 year old who doesn't know anything