Today i came to the sad realization that my life is a path that has such pretty scenery on the sides but i can't stop and look nor can i divert my path. It is laid out before me with no turns or split. i choose nothing. my life is controlled by someone higher and it is impossible to disobey.
Another thing is Today in particular I've bee thinking a lot about "God." I feel most definitely that he exists but the way people judge other people through that is astonishing. i can't take it when people say i should choose which highschool i go to based on religion. Not like i have a choice though, my path is laid out before me by my perfect sister. I need to be as good as her, i need to excel, i need to be successful... i'm sure you know the feeling. But it's my own future i should be able to decide is and make mistakes and learn from them.
By these are just my own voice, I'm sure no owns going to pay attention to because I'm just a 13 year old who doesn't know anything
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